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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [12 Mar 2004|01:24pm]
[ mood | happy ]

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO funky_girl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Omg I can`t believe that you turn 20 today!!! We are 16 still anyway... right D? ;) hehe

Happy Birthday To You<</h3>

I Have So Many Wishes for You
on Your Birthday,
I wish for you
to have people in your life
who will care about you
as much as I do

Here's wishing for you:
happiness, laughter and fun
many exciting things to do.
beautiful experiences too.

I wish for you to have joy
each day, as you follow
your dreams
My Friend,
May All Your Dreams
Come True on Your Birthday


With all my love!
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ROTK SWEPT ALL OSCARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *goes crazy* [01 Mar 2004|05:36pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

ROTK GOT 11 OSCARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus I`m still shaking and can`t
believe it!!!!!! AHHHHH!! Eat that 'Titanic'!!!! ROAR!!!!
I went to bed at 6.30 am! It was dawning! lmao! Oh I wish I had E! or NBC I would stay up whole time!! meh.. *tear*

GO PJ GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FRAN AND HOWARD AND PHILIPPA AND BARRY AND ANNIE AND EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *squeals*

I`m SOOOOOO happy that hobbits where there!!! I was afraid that Lij and Dom won`t come! When I saw then on CNN on pre-show I was like "AHHHHHHH!!!! There they r!!!" I got pissed when all reporters wre talking with the same peeps! I was like "Where the heck r hobbits??" At least PJ was interviewed...*sighs* When I thought that I`ll won`t see hobbits being interviewed they gave Lij and PJ!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAYAYAYAYAYAYAAAAAY!!!!!!!! But no Bill,Dom or Sean. *pouts* My lousy tv here didn`t show interviews with themm grrrrr oh well I hope I`ll see the on the net soon!!
Guys looked fantastic!!! Lij looked so wonderful!!! Exactly just like from two years! *giggles* He was such a cutie.. *le sigh* Liv was stunning in her black dress and it was so great that she was presenting nominated songs! And of course brilliant Ian!!! What a sweetheart!!!! It was perfect to see him talking about ROTK!!! I was a little bit afraid for a score and song but WE GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHH!!! *strikes a pose*
Annie was so touched when she got her Oscar and of course I was crying!! Ahhh memories... IT was so beautiful when ppl got up and gave PJ ovation when ROTK was honored as the Best Picture!!! Well.. DUHH! lol They didn`t get up on a Best Director... ah lets forgive them shall we?
I`m really glad that Tim Tobbins and Sean won as well Charlize Theron.
The whole ceremony was kinda long and sometimes well. err.. boring? I mean the begining was hysterical and references to nominated movies was just brill!! I love Billy Crystal. Him as Legolas or Aragorn..LMAO!! *dies laughing* ah lovely.. Sandra B. was acting like an idiot.. sorry for her fans.. *coughs* but it was very funny when she and Nicole was teasing and Sandra said that Nic was stalking her. hehe It was cute! :) Oh and of course hotass Johnny!! He was yummy or what?? I loved his hair totally! He looks much better in his natural color!! He looks younger,man!! Could u believe that he`s 40??? *shake shead* He had his tax,classy and sexy but he had also a long chain on his right side of pants!!! hhehehehehehe Gotta love this man! He has his styl and he`s original and I love it!!!! ahem.. It was so sweet when the presenter (I forgot his name) was inside of Kodak Theater he introduced Keisha Castle-Hughes to Johnny. Awww she was in awe! *giggles*

AHHH! I`m buzzing still and endorphine is doing her job! ;) hehehehehe I`ll got to dit into pics and videos! *ROAR*

Once again...

GO ROTK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT! WOOT! WOOT!

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*giggles madly* [24 Feb 2004|11:55pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

YARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! Hey guys!!! How r ya?? I hope everything`s great for u!! :D
Two hrs ago I got back from a meeting with my another long-not-seen friend. Dorothy from high school. (Yes I know D funky_girl that u will propably kill me that I didn`t come online but I couldn`t.. meh.. O__o I hope u will forgive me and.. I LOVE U!! *cheeky grin*) I met with her at this reall cool and cameral bar "Grand cafe". The inside of this place is a old and classical combination of brick and wood. I just love it! Wonderful spot. Anyways... We talked a lot about what happend to us during this last months and we said osrry that we didn`t call or anything to eachother for such a long time. It wasn`t a really good time for both of us.. I had to cut off from the world and ppl and she had problems with her parents.. I still feel kinda quilty that I didn`t call her eariler.. meh.. Nevertheless nothing`s lost!! We have to catch up lots of time and I guess we shall meet in a couples of days again! :D I drank this non-alcoholic beer "Reds" heeee heeee Verry yummeh but it has some alcohol in this! I mean it`s such a lie when it says that beer is non-alcoholic.. Oh my.. my organism can`t tolerate even such a slight amount of an alcohol! Really! When her b/f Lucas,joined us later we had so much laugh! I`m sure that pp; were looking at us like a bunch of freaks! lmao btw it appeared that I know Luc from sooo many years! He is a best friend of my neighbor,Monica! How small is the world??? :-D He is really great guy! He likes fantasy and LOTR!! MEEEP I didn`t knew that before..hehehe We were talking about Beowulf a bit and he asked if I know where he could find more information about the legend,I told him that I`ll do some search on the net and provide him with them. It was so cute. I found out he does those little sculptures of animals and other things in soap!! I asked him jokily if he could make me celtic ross and he was like "Okay no problem!" I was like O__O! *giggles* Ahh it was so wonderful see Dorothy so happy with Lucas! She got through so much horrible things and finally her path started stretching up and I`m really glad that Lucas joined her! *smiles*

I got this great letter from my dear friend Mirela. She sent me this sweet letter and LOTR stuff and... BLUE stuff! lmao.. Well I siad her once that I fancy Lee Ryan so she sent me much stuff about Blue.. I don`t fancy him anymore.. I guess I liked him because he was similar to Dom.. well at least for me O__o so now I don`t know how to tell her that I don`t fancy him anymore....eeep I don`t want to hurt her feelings! She is so fantastic and loveable! I must send her some stuff about HIM finally.. *twich* I don`t know what to do.. meh.. Maybe u know somone who likes/loves Blue?? *sigh*

Oh how I love sweet "Hallmark" channel!! They aired my beloved movie "Strictly Ballroom" by Baz Luhrmann of "Moulin Rouge"

I love this final scene when Scott (Paul Mercurio) and Fran (Tara Morice) dance paso doble on the Pan Pacific Championships! MEEEEEP Wonderful scene! I shiver when I watch it. Paul was such a hottie.. ;) Oh btw! Tara was playing prostitue in ML movie! D do u remember her maybe? How cool is that? Baz knows how to make dancing movies! hehe

Guess what? "Cry Baby" will be siared on tv here tonight!! GOD!! Gow long time ago I saw the movie!! YAY!! *spins around* Johnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! I`m schocked that it will be shown... Maybe tv is getting smarter?

*points at picture* teeeheee

Forgive me my blabbling. I know I`m boring..lol lmao

Have a great night! I love u all! Good night!^__^



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I believe in a thing called... horocopes?? O__o [17 Feb 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Hello my friends! How the world turns for u? I hope it`s doing great!

Yesterday I met with my not-long-seen friend Gabriela. She`s my best friend from here. We went for a dinner and some drink.. lol teehee No.. I didn`t got drunk. lol!
Anyways.. it was so good to see her after such long time! We talked about her school and my plans to Ireland. I found about some new things.. Martin,D u know who.. has a girlfriend. For ppl who don`t know who is Martin I`ll tell that he`s a best friend of Gabriel and he was my first true love. meh.. He`s with nice girl named Monica. His and Gabriel`s friend from high school. U know what.. It didn`t hurt me at all!!! I don`t feel pain anymore! wohoo go me! lol I was afraid a little about myself after the time of my curing from that hopless love,that I might feel something for him when I meet him adn I was wondering what will happen if I will find out that he has a gf! And now.. I feel nothing!! Completely NOTHING! I`m so reviled and free from this feeling! Now I`m really certain of that matter! I`m happy for him and I hope they will be very happy together! *smiles*
After dinner we went at her house and we had great time laughing,playing with her laptop and watching "My big fat greek wedding"! OMG how cool that film is?? LMAO I love this scene when Ian was beaten my this old lady with her purse... LMAO!! ahem.. poor guy! *wipes tears* I loved it totally!

I might start believe in horoscopes.. I mean REALLY! Right D?? O__o I read this horoscope on 2004 year and they said that I`ll find a job in March. I was like:yeah riight.. I started to change my mind about that certain horoscope when my sis and my cousin read there that they will find work on the begining of the year.. Guess what? My sis found job in January and my cousin in this month.. WTF? lol
Okay now on monday I got this letter from PUP. It`s kinda polish job center like in UK. They read my C.V. and they wrote that my qualifications fits to some job vacant they have.. I`m going to check that out at 10 A.M. I see what they have.. I`m nervous.. I really want this job! I don`t know what I will do yet and nothing`s for certain but keep fingers crossed for me!! Oh I forgot about the most important thing.. It`s close to March. So I might start that job in couple days so in March.. MEEEP!! That horoscope is pretty accurate for now.. I wonder what will be next..

My neighbour came to me today and she brought me BIG ROTK POSTER FROM MOVIE THEATRE!!!! MEEEEEP!! I wanted it sooo much! I couldn`t get it in my hometown and she got me it from her uncle who has a movie theatre! How brill is that??
WOOT!! She said she saw ROTK like 7 times! LMAO ahhh lucky her.. bah! I was so suprised and touched! *grins* Her mom`s friend broguht my neighbour,Monica this whole boc of "Kinder garden" eggs with ROTK puzzle and action figure of Gandalf and Shadowfax! MEEEEEEEEEP!! IT was so beautiful! I was staring at it all the time.. *sigh* One day I`ll buy one for myself too.. hehhe

Okies.. gotta go to beddy and I wish all of u sweet dreams!! Love u all!!^__^

PS.I`ll comment on your LJs tommorow,dear friends...

PSS. I hate my water heater.. It broke and I had to wait like whole hour in a towel waiting for my dad to fix it.. LMAO Yes I`m alive I didn`t drown..

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HAPPY VALENTINE`S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SMOOCHIES* [14 Feb 2004|11:55pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I wish all of u much love,sweetest kisses and biggest hugs!!!^__^ I had really nice day! I got this red with silver and gold hearts candle from my mom and very beautiful email from my sweetheart _sweetangel!!! YAY!!! *dances around* Those absolutely made my day!!! I miss D.. funky_girl I love u and think about u D!!! Elijah.. I hope u will spend that day with ppl who u love and care about.. *glares at Mimi* ahem..

 Also I had wonderful time chatting with Mimi.. We r still talking....LMAO We were so naughty today and we had great laugh!!!

I hope u will feel LOVE around today and much hearts will open on you love.. *spreads love prancying*


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*bounces* [11 Feb 2004|11:27pm]
[ mood | Witchblade ]

"Heeeeeeeyaaaaa! Heeeeeeyaaaaaa!" lol Yes I`m hyper now!
heeeee heeeee I talked to D today! She is good and she is back at home right now having her well-deserved rest! She supposed to be online on monday!! *grins*


I hope u`ll have brill time deary!!!

I had great laugh with my friend Sarah!!! she is so lovely!!! We were talkign about random stuff and laughing so hard!!! I wanted to check if I`ll be bale to call on her mobile as I live in Poland and she in UK and we did it!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!! We talked for like one minute but it was awesome!! I was so speechless!! LMAO

I`m done with Oscars Qs (Mimi _sweetangel u know what I`m talking about.LMAO.O__o) for this contest here... Bloody hard Qs.. I answered on all of them but we shall se what will come up!! Wish me luck!!!

I hope u had great day and we shall speak soon!!


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GREAT NEWS! [10 Feb 2004|06:47pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Hey guys??? What`s cooking??;) hehehe I know.. I know... I don`t post often and I`m sorry! O__o It`s kinda hetic time for me lately but now sun came up from clouds for me finally!!! *strikes a pose*

I GOT RESPONSE FROM DIRECTOR OF MY AUPAIR AGENCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *falls over* I`m so happy guys!!! I felt like somone gave me wings again! She apologized me for such long silence from her side. Caroline was really busy and her own au pair left as she lives in the country and that aupair didn't really like it and moved to a family in the town (WTF!? a contract.. HELLO??) so she has been running the business and minding the children until she get someone suitable. I knew that she had some serious reason! I was thinking about searching different agency but still keeping my mind on Cara International! I trusted her and she didn`t fail me! It`s good to know that there r so trustworthy ppl on this world,if u know what I mean...
I had hope and it didn`t fail me! As Arwen says "There`s still hope" Yes it is.. There`s always hope!! MEEEEEEP!!! Now I have to dig in my docs seriously.. FINALLY!! YAY!!!

Thanks for your encouragement and positive wibes!! I knew that I always can count on u!!! *HUGGLES R HER FRIENDS*

On sunday I went to see ROTK again... *happy sigh* I had this fight with my mom that I shouldn`t go to waste my money plus I saw it already! I said that I don`t waste money and I want to see it again because once is not enough for me... She said that I`m going to see ROTK only because of Elijah! That hurt me the most.. Excuse me I don`t have 10 years old! O_o No offence.. I went there for myself,PJ and whole crew and,what`s most important,Tolkien! Okay.. I didn`t say that I don`t watch certain films for Lij. but LOTR is different!! O__O Besides the other films weren`t from highest shelf...

I felt tears in my eyes,just took my coat and run out from doors! She came to movie theatre after me because she wanted to give me the keys to house as she said.. She wasn`t angry anymore and me neither. I forgave her because she doesn`t understand what that movie means to me.. I hope that one day she will! I guess I showed her that I`m not 12 anymore and I`m able to decide and take responsibility for my own doings!!!
I met my friend`s sister there and it was great!! We were sitting next to eachother and haveing a blast!! She is also Tolkien`s fan!!:D Nevertheless... I had brilliant time and those emails from my director made my day!!

I miss D funky_girl!!! Terribly... We haven`t talked couple days and she wasn`t online yesterday... I`m worrying.. Maybe I`ll call her... Couple minutes ago Madonna`s "Take a bow" was on radio. D loves that song! It`s always like that when I think about her. I hear her fave song everywhere! lmao Hmm.. Maybe it means that she`s thinking about me too!!
Oh yesterday D sent me a video where Billy sings!!! That boy can sing or what??? JEEEZZZZZ He`s fantastic!!! He was singing swing!!! AHHHHHHH.. *dies* I *LOVE* that kind of music,big bands. It reminds me 30's,ya know what I mean.. It`s official:I fel in love with Billy`s voice!! Bill,mate... like one song for moi??? *bats her eyelashes*

I spoke with Mimsey _sweetangel last night! Finally... I missed her too! "Where oh where has my little Megsy achtung_meggy has gone? Oh where oh were can she beeeee??" Mabye Brandon kidnapped her..*winks* NOT FAIR! *laughs* U know I love ya M...

Well.. I`ll go. I need to do many stuff! Take care,shine and we shall see soon!! ^__^

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Beyond the words... [01 Feb 2004|08:55pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

22nd hour is passing when my eyes lied on beautiful creation called "The Return of the King". I can`t describe exactly what I feel now because thousands thoughts and feelings running through me so quickly that I`m about to explode. My eyes r teary,my nose red and my heart hurts. It`s THE END. I still cannot believe it but I`ve accepted it and I`m strangely calm. I realized all emotions which I was keeping inside but I wasn`t realized as I wanted. I just couldn`t cry so loud as I needed because I were sitting with lot ppl around me so I was kinda embarrassed if u know what I mean. Nevertheless my tears were streaming though all the movie. From sadness,happiness,relief. I had this very intense moment when Frodo and Sam sat at the top of Mouth of Doom and Frodo said to him that he is glad that Sam is with him at the end of all endings and I just burst with tears and literally bawl! I wanted to cling to them and cry so loud. When credits started to showing "Into the West" started and I was so angry that they didn`t let us listen to it and that lights went on suddenly when I was still crying so hard. This lady from movie theater stuff was watching with me so weirdly when I was walking through row of sits and I just wanted to get out from there as I couldn`t stay there to weep silently to Annie`s song. When I get out from the theater I thought I`m gonna faint. I was dizzy and the world was spinning. Luckily I felt fresh breeze of winter wind which stopped me from falling down. All the way home my sister was holding my arm as she said from slipping on iced streets and I was appreciating it because I wanted to somebody to hold me or hug me. Although it was darn called in the movie theater I wasn`t cold at all. I felt hot! Through ROTK I was shivering,my hearts was beating madly and I was breathing fast! I couldn`t feel differently! I just couldn`t...

I won`t say which scene or moment was my favorite because I don`t have any. Every sequence of scenes was different. Had its own powerful meaning and utter beauty. Although I must say that scenes of Frodo and Sam was dearest to my heart I truly loved whole movie!!! ROTK is definitely my favorite part from whole Tolkien`s trilogy and the best!!! It`s magnificent and very beautiful piece of art! PJ,cast and other members of crew brought to life,wonderful and magical story of dreadful journey full of hope and devotion of ppl who`s task was to destroy The One Ring and bring peace to Middle-Earth,which for many was it impossible thing to do. What was the key to the door of success? I think on this question nobody will answer explicitly. I think it was enormous effort,devotion,love and passion of ppl involved with this project from the beginning. Especially PJ. Undertaking of adaptation of LOTR required amazing bravery from PJ and everyone. All who were working on the movie,especially actors and director came a exhausting journey not only on the screen but also inside each of them while filming. They shared ups,downs,tears,joy,sadness,blood,sweat and any difficulties. All bonds were growing up between actors and crew while time passing time for them like it was passing in the movie. Everything what was happening on the screen,whole journey had paralleled place in reality. Emotions,words were real and honest. Every actor felt them very deeply. They were running right through them that`s why all of them were so wonderful on the screen. The story have taken them with itself and I joined to the fellowship last night to go and carry The Ring with Frodo and Sam.

Sean was brilliant as Samwise. It was a role of his life and I think as well for the rest of cast their own roles were too. He was amazing when breathlessly I was watching him fighting for his beloved Frodo. He deserved for AT LEAST for Oscar nomination,DAMNIT!!!! All his emotions was so true and were beaming from the screen and I was feeling them deep inside. I`m so happy that Sean gathered all those great awards for his performance!!! Elijah was wonderful. I realized why I love him as an actor. He portreted Frodo beautifully!!! His face and eyes were speaking for him. He wouldn`t have to say a word and I would understand everything what he was feeling or wanted to say. Fantastic expression of his face and look... I love it so so so much...
He WAS Frodo. Like Viggo WAS Aragorn. Ian WAS Gandalf. Dommie was Merry. Billy WAS Pippin. They all did magnificent job. They were chosen to become those characters. I CAN`T imagine OTHER actors playing our dear characters! I was happy to see Miranda as Eowyn. She was excellent! She blew me out in the scene with Nazgul! I almost got up from the seat and screamed "GO EOWYN!" (lmao) when she cut off a head of a beast. I whispered to my sister "She`s good!" and she winked at me hehehe ;) I totally fell in love with scene when Aragorn kneed in front of hobbits and then all who were there did the same. It was so beautiful and touching!!! And then Frodo`s face... So innocent,so unaware so modest... Masterpiece...

I could count all those scenes days and nights as I said that I loved whole movie and I don`t have my favorite scene.. Oh,what a fit elf Legolas is,isn`t he? *wink* He looked dreamy in his silky-velvet gown. Hilarious Gimli! Ah.. what LOTR would be without him? hehe *happy sigh* I was very positively surprised by Billy as Pippin. Finally that young lad had a chance to show his acting skills! I always had a feeling that he was behind others characters. From enamored in ales and pipe weed hobbit who always was getting others in troubles changed into a courageous and loyal man wasn`t afraid to fight for Frodo and his friends despite of fear and great confusion. Billy showed it perfectly. Again a saying "Eyes r the mirror of soul" was confirmed here. I was reading from Pippin`s face like from open book. So meaningful,so powerful. Out-standing!

Lord of the Rings changed my life completely. Thanks to my love and interested in Tolkien`s work I found my beloved soul mate,made a friends of my life and met many,many wonderful ppl!!! It gave my hope,faith, a belief in love, friendship,myself,in life,ppl,world and made me realize many things and understand some important matters.

LOTR it`s not only a movie,a pure entertainment. It`s life,chance,a new beginning,like a feeling after long rain, a world where anyone can come and find a place,sit close to fireplace with a cup of hot lemon tea in hands and never feel alone again.

Am I over interpreting it? Maybe. Am I obsessed? Possible. Do I haven`t got a life and try to find a sense and meaning where it isn`t any? I don`t think so. LOTR help me find it in my life when I thought it`s lost irreversible.

Let ppl think what they want about me and LOTR. Laugh. Point fingers at me. Call me crazy. I DON`T CARE! I REALLY DON`T CARE! NOT ANYMORE...

Although the journey of the Ring finished on the silver screen (I`m praying for 'Hobbit'!!!!) it will keep going in my heart as well in hearts of all brilliant LOTR fans. If a moment will come that darkness will threat to the land of Middle-Earth I`ll grab my sword of imagination and stand arm in arm with my favorite heroes and I`ll fight. (Yes I`m crazy! Isn`t beautiful?)

Many things r coming to my mind how I could express my gratitude for making this last 3 years the best in my life. I hope that lots more that kind of years r waiting for u all my precious LOTR ppl. :) I wish u more that kind of roles or your life and all the best blessings from above.

Now 24rd hour is passing since I saw The Return of The King...

PJ,Fran,Philippa,Elijah,Ian,Viggo,Sean,Dom,Billy,Barry,Howard,Enya,Annie,all ppl who were involved in any way with this magnificent project for your love,passion,faith and courage making this story charmed in books come alive...


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [28 Jan 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | \happy ]

On this very special day,
as you celebrate your Birthday,
Here`s wishing for lots of happiness,joy&sweet surprises
to come your way today&always!

Hope you have
a Birthday that`s
as wonderful
as you are!^__^

Im meleth nin bain perian...

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I know that u all prolly know but... [27 Jan 2004|11:55pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

ROTK GOT 11 NOMINATIONS FOR OSCARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO PJ AND LOTR GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES YES YES!!! *does Ace Ventura move* "We r the champions my friend!!!!" *sings* God I`m so happy!! When I hard it on BBC I went crazy! My cousin who was in next room asked what was this scream about! hehehe I said (screamed) that ROTK got 11 Oscar nominations! He said "Oh cool" O__o Hurray for excitement! lol lmao There was this guy who was asked by the presenters to comment all nominees and say his picks for awards. He said that propably ROTK will take "The Best Picture" (and what the hell he was thinking,huh??) but he is not too pleased about NOMINATION at all because he is not to keen to hairy feet and wizards. It makes him feel infantyl (sp?).. BWHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! what a jerk... He called LOTR,Lord of the Bored because how on earth the same topic can be discussed like 3 yrs in a row! sheehs. I thought I`m gonna strangle him... Bloody ignorant! GO TO HELL!

Then I was so frustrated that on poll organized on E! Elijah got "Worst dressed male on Golden Globes"!!! WTF?!? Like ppl were blinded by too deep necklines of dresses female part of masses?? Sorry.. Didn`t mean to be rude.. It` s just that he looked so wonderful. This boy looked sexy and original! HE HAS A STYLE! I really loved Cate`s dress! She looked fantastic! Intensive redness was perfect for her. I loved other dresses too. Too much names in head. hehe Gentlemen chose classy combination of white and black.. which I don`t mind at all. right D funky_girl *does suits fetish`s grin* PJ&Gang too ALL globes to home!!! WOOTIES!!

How brilliant! finally this man and crew is haveing so much deserved and longtime waited apprecation! Well better later then ever! When I saw Dommie`s tears I completely broke.. I burst with my tears and nothing could stop them from streaming... Tears of sadness and happines. Elijah had tears in his eyes to and was so very touched! I wanted to run out my apartment and hug them tigh. It was one of the most touching and beautiful things I ever saw! *tear* Now it`s all we have to do is wait for 29th of Feburary and pray for ROTK get all awards. One thing really make me angry and sad. No acting nominations.. DAMNIT!! Sean Astin for Sam...HELLO??? And of course Viggo,Elijah,Ian. they all bloody deserved it!! When I was reading ppl reactions on nominess on this forum one girl spoke exactly my thoughts.. "It amazes me that although Lord of the Rings: Return of the King is found deserving of a Best Picture, Best Director, Best Script Adaptation, Sound, Art Direction, Costumes, Editing... and on and on and on... that the actors who made those well-known characters come alive on the screen were snubbed. Viggo Mortensen, Sean Astin, Andy Serkis, Elijah Wood, and Ian McKellen were all ignored. Each one delivered consistently masterful performances. Shame." *gives her a pint of guiness* One word:RIPOFF!!!! Bastards! *waves wist* U better give all those Oscarssss,u nassty tricksssy academy,to our precioussss or Ssssmeagól send Ssshelob on u!! Yesss yesss.. preciouss..

Enough blabbling! Time to get ob buisness! *wink*

Full list of nominationsCollapse )


NOTE:I hate my crappy pc and reaking net conncetion I got online like 15 minutes ago. I`m sorry to all my friends who I was talking to on AIM and then I got d/c.

Have sweetest dreams. I love u all! NAMARIE!^__^

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Dilemmas...Dilemmas...Dilemmas [20 Jan 2004|09:48pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Hey guys!! How is this wacking world going for u?? I hope it`s going brilliantly!!^__^

Note:The lady form my agency didn`t answer my emails. I`m starting to worry..:-\

Okay I`ll try to the thing short... *coughs* There`s this polish music group called "Shannon" who plays irish fold music. It`s quite popular here,especially among music fanatic like moi! *wink* They r amazing and r high-respected in the buisness. Well I vivisted their offical site (www.shannon.art.pl Okay It`s a promotion lmao but the site has english version and I HIGHLY recommned this band not only for fans of irish music! ;))and I found out that their realsed new album!!! I heard two samples from the newish "Green Hypnosis" and I was blowen away!! Those guys r so brilliant!! They suprises me always!!! *woot* Couples days I emailed to this guy named Kuba who prepared discography for Shannon and I asked if there`s any possibility to get their previous realeses and after some days he EMAILED ME BACK!!! I was excpecting that he will respond me after loooong time or at al because they r in tour right now and I felt kinda embaressed to email him,I didn`t wanted to bother him and stuff. So he wrote this very short email because he doesn`t have an access to internet so he siad he I would like ot talk with him I can call him! O__O YES... He have me his cell phone number!! Now... I REALLY DON`T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! He seems to be nice guy,he is into irish music and culture! PErfect isn`t? The thing is that they r celebs here! They r my fave polish folk band!!!! The thoguth I would call him and talk ot him and maybe with other members scares me so much! Yes.. I`m freaking out here!! I know it`s great thing to have chance to talk with ppl so appasionate ppl like me but.. they r popular! and that fact freaks me out!!! *pouts* What should I do guys?? Call him or not??
The time is passing and maybe he will think that I don`t want talk to him or something. Prolly not! he is too busy to think about some silly gilr who freaks out when she meets a known person!! Just think what would happen if I would meet Elijah... jeeez like sedden death. yeah more likely.. lmao

I guess this will be eating me like for whole week.. Decisions.. decisions. decisons... grrr *bites them*

In other news:I`M GOING TO SEE ROTK ON FRIDAY OR SATURDAY FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *woot woot* I`ll finally relize that it`s over* *cries* Luckily I`m going to the cinema with my friend! I`m afraid that I could cause teary flood in the building so I have to tell her to bring a mop and the bucket! For tears and drool.. lmao ahemmm

Snagged this from my naughty elf (funky_girl)

You are guided by light. While all can be bad
around you, you still stay calm and make things
better. There aren't a lot of people in the
world like you. (Rate my test)

What force is your soul?
brought to you by Quizilla

My elfish soulmate got the same result! hehe well We r not soulmates for nothing!! *giggles* Love ya D!!!

*blinks* jeeezz My eye lids sooo heavy.....I don`t know why...

I discovered that I have fetish for "Megalomaniac" Incubus... hmmm... *grind at achtung_meggy*

Rest well! See u soon!! *sends hugs*^__^
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Interesting thingy [15 Jan 2004|09:11pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Mystique_blue in Secret Agent Cubed
In this powerfully stated rollercoaster, mystique_blue (Salma Hayek) is a naďve marine with a terrible past. She has to eliminate funky_girl (Liv Tyler) before the seemingly innocent tobeychick (Meg Ryan) harms her. For no apparent reason, she makes her presence known at a hidden facility under false pretenses. You only live twice; see this movie both times.
Produced by ianiceboy

Hmmmmm... verreh nice! Salam played with Elija couple times.. good good.;) hehhe And D who plays u!!! HEHEHE How good is that?? :D Oh Gina u r a bad character.. naughty naughty... U villain! I shall stop u! *rises eyebrow*

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*whipes dust* Long time not see! [13 Jan 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Hello hello and hello!!! Yes I`m not dead still alive! I`m really sorry that I wasn`t updating soo long! Many things happend not really significant.. but well all in all I didn`t go on LOTR marathon with D... Why? Well shortly saying because I couldn`t go alone to unknown city so far away.. and yeah.. I thoguht I`m gonna die.. I really wanted to see it sooooo much!! All three movies together with person who means a world to me,my soulmate! Well.. Maybe it supposed to be that way? Maybe I`ll see it again? One thing`s for sure..last time I let my mom to changed my plans!!! At least I know that d was with her dad (what a sweet guy) and she had great time!!! I was thinkig about her then...it was like I was there too..:)

My pc broke like a week ago! I lost all links to my fave sites!!! GRRRRRRRRR... I don`t know how long will take remembering all thos elinks. sheehs... Bloody machines! I ahte them!

I`m still waiting for my email to the director of my au-pair agency... I hope that she got them and the worst thing is that I lost ALL emails from her too!! grrrrrr damn! *sighs* Keep fingers fo me okay?

I apologize all my LJ friends! I promise to post more often!!! I want to dedicate this post to D funky_girl!!! I know how much she wanted me to update hehe soo here it is!!!

Ohh.... I couldn`t forget bout that wee boy! ;)

I hope u have brill times with youe beloved ones and this year will fill your life with love,happines and more success!!! Bless ya!!! *HUGS ORLI*

See ya around guys!! I love u all!!! ^__^
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HAVE A FROODILY HOLIDAY!!!!!! [23 Dec 2003|09:32pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

May the Love, Peace, and Joy
of Christmas be yours always!!!

Love came down on Christmas Day so many years ago and
brought the greatest happiness the world would ever know...

Peace came down on Christmas Day to fill the hearts of men
with all the sweet tranquility each Christmas brings again...

Joy came down on Christmas Day as angels came to earth
heralding the miracle of our Messiah's birth.

Love always,

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I`m alive!!! [16 Dec 2003|05:52pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

No worries guys I`m still exist and I`m in good health!
How r u all doing?? I miss u all terribly!!!!! I`m so happy that I can catch my beloved soulmate funky_girl, Sab iknowitsmad and Mimi _sweetangel! Thank u girls! I love talking with u!

My project "Ireland" is going good! The director of my agency is very nice! She provides me all needed informations! I feel really anxious,it has to be done really much.


Geeeezzzz that girl is genius!!!!! *goez crazy!! I`m soo happy!!!!! *kisses D*

I saw SNL vidoes last nigth!!!! *dies laughing* SOOOOOOOO freaking brilliant!!! I loved all of them!! Especially the boys choir! ;););) hahahahah! elijah was so fantastic! I`m so happy that ppl finaly got a chance to see that men has great mimic!!! gotta love him!!! *sighs*

Tommorow`s US ROTK premiere!!! MEEEP! I envy u guys!! Well have fun and bring a lotf of piccies! *wink*

Speak to ya`ll soon!!! (((((((((HUGS)))))))) ^__^
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So many b-days lately.... [09 Dec 2003|11:56pm]
[ mood | okay ]

*tears* My master and most loved actors of all John Malkovich turns 50 today!!!!!!! *goes crazy* His my inspiration and I love him dearly!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John as Valmont

From "Dangerous Liaisons" One of most important movies in my life..

May your dreams come true,
your prayers be answered,
your friends be abundant
and as wonderful as you,

May the Irish hills caress you.
May her lakes and rivers bless you,

May God grant you always...
A sunbeam to warm you,
A moonbeam to charm you,
A sheltering angel, so nothing can harm you.
Laughter to cheer you,
Faithful friends near you.
And whenever you pray,
Heaven to hear you.

Note:I`m so sorry my friends for not replying in your LJs.. I hope u understand! Talk to u soon! I promise to comment as soon as I can!
Dfunky_girl I`m sorry that I was cut off! My pc froze and now I must go...

Love ya all!! Sweet dreams! Good night!
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So many b-days today!!! [08 Dec 2003|09:10pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

Jesus I must have some kinda brainfart because I almost would forgot about Dom`s birthday!!! O__O

YAY!!!!!!!! *throws confetti*



I hope u`ll have the most briliant party u ever had sweetie!!!!!!! *****SMOOCHES DOM***** WOW u r 27 yrs old now!! Just like my sister.....*meep*

Now I have to mention noble birthdays: David Carradine (67), Kim Basinger (50) * Can u believe?? That women looks great!*, James Galway (64).

Okay call me crazy but.. David was on ROTK premiere in LA,Kim`s daughter name`s Ireland (!),James is on ROTK O.S.T and 'Galway' is a county in Western Ireland and where I want to go and finally Dom played on ROTK! Does it make any sesnse to u?? Okay I`ll better shut up...*walks away blinking*
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Quicky quick... [08 Dec 2003|08:00pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Heya guys! I thought I`ll drop by here and tell something... hhehee I`m doing good! I`m waiting second week for respond from my aupair agnecy...*pouts* I guess that she director is sick again.. I hope she will reply soon!!!

My dad came back today from work and said that for his 35 (!!!) years he will get among other things this book check,that means he can buy any books he wants for 20 US$ (80zl)!! how cool is that? He also said that.... HE WILL GIVE ME THAT CHECK!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams* CAN U BELIEVE THAT!!!! gezzzzzzz I`m so happy!!! He can be nice when he wants too..... *sighs*

I hope u r doing great guys!!! ohhhhhhh i lamost would forgot! I`M GOING TO MEET D IN WARSAW!!!!!!!!!!!!! *does happy dance* We r going to see LOTR trilogy!!! 12 hrs in one seat...roftl. okay! We will be fine!!!! *squees* I can`t wait to see my beloved soulmate!!!! *SMOOCHES funky_girl* ROTK here I come!!! *falls over*

Gina tobeychick thank u so much for greattalk and reminding me "Secret Garden" *HUGS* U r really beautiful girl! ;)

See ya soon maties!! Love ya all!!!

PS... My d made for me this beautiful Xmas icon! She` soooo good to me! *good tears*

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BAAAAACK! [02 Dec 2003|06:00pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Hey meh harties! How`s your life is going?? I hope it`s brill!!!

Yesterday I got back from my sister`s. I was in the court to get my police heck,one of necessery docs for my au pair application. It will be send in three days from the day of filling it,so I will have it on thurs. hopefully! YAY!^__^

I had cool time at my sister`s place. Their friend visited them on Sun,Simon. He comes there quite often. He is so funny and cute. I used to fancy him.... but not any more.;)
He came to my sister`s b/f to call up their mates for a rehearsal somehwere... They have heavy-metal band... hehhe

It`s after ROTK premiere! I felt sad yesterday because the line was broken and all premiere`s will flood on all around the world.... Well.. Piccies were brill! There`ll be more!!

I saw "The Others" with Miss Kidman. I wanted to see it from some time and I must say the film was incredible,the ending unexpected and Nicole great! I have to see "Dogville"...

I`l speak to u soon sweeties! Take care! (((((HUGS)))))

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YARRRRRRR!!!!!!!! [27 Nov 2003|08:41pm]
[ mood | Irish ]

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy peeps!!! How`s your life is going??? I hope it`s going brill!!!

I just wanted to let u know that I`m doing great! Still busy but excited! I got reply from Irish au apir agency which I was counting the most!!! *does a hobbit dance* Keep fingers for me pleaseeeeeeee! Thank u!:) Last night I saw "Dancing at Lughnasa"! A film about 4 sisters living in small village Ballybag in Donegal co.Mayo! Brilliant film,very touching with amazing views and beautiful music!!that Irish agency is on Mayo.....*wink,wink* Call me crazy but was it a sign??? O__o

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRA AUSTIN!!!!!!!!!! She`s seven now! My fave number!!! hehehhee Much love and sun sweetie!^__^

Alex and daddy ^__^

Love ya all!!! (((((((((((((HUGGLES)))))))))))
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